Life's a Beach :)

On the cool people are really starting to piss me off tellin me “oh i know how you feel” and all that bullshit first of all you don’t know how I feel you didn’t get a phone call tellin you your grandma was not responding then rush to hospital and when you get to her room and walk through the door you see her on the bed dead with a tube in her mouth. I mean I appreciate the concern in all but let get through it how i want I mean least I’m not hurting myself and shit. I mean we lived together and its hard to do a routine when she was always in one!! There no words and tears in the world to explain how much this hurts! I love you big and I miss you!! I’ll will see you again when my time comes!

How do you expect me to tell you stuff when you don’t take things serious and always think im joking with you when I’m not..like I told you and will keep telling you i don’t think you care so stop the act. Your pushing me away I use to care that you did but now it no big deal maybe your season is over in my life……

There was a time I felt so comfortable to talk to you and tell you anything then you came back and whole bunch of shit change I no longer trust you as i use to but i wish I did but there a reason why I dont.. I mean I still try to talk to you like I use to but it just make shit weird and all you do now is laugh so you never take me serious no more unless I’m being “rude”………….